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i miss being in fandom, you guys. i miss what it felt like to love something so fervently and unabashedly. my finnick o'dair spiral post-Catching Fire lasted all of, what, a DAY? (mostly because everyone refused to speak to me about sam clafin's perfect face, but SERIOUSLY HAVE YOU GUYS SEEN THAT FACE) i'm almost ashamed of myself. i didn't even bother to find like, a fan community or something, though i did search for fic. i've been through some of my old fic, and while most of it is pretty crap, some of it is actually quite good (ie. slightly less pretentious and/or self-indulgent) and, just, I MISS IT, YOU GUYS ;_;
it's like i've lost the capacity to love.
it's like i've lost the capacity to love.