you know, life...
I think I am going to die.
I have nine exams coming up, first one on Tuesday. I am studying my ass off, but I have the feeling it is not nearly enough. I am tired as hell because this is the fourth day in a row that I got up at 6.15. I am perfectly capable to go to bed early, at let’s say nine o’clock, whether I have to get up early or not. But this week I couldn’t sleep at all at night, while I was tired all the time. I lie awake thinking about my new room, my new furniture, how I am going to decorate it. Oh right, didn’t tell that yet: early December I got the news I had to get out of the house. I live in my grandma’s old house, which is for sale. It was almost sold, so my family told me to look for another room. After three weeks (which is really really fast to find a room!) I found something, something satisfying. I bought furniture and all and the only thing left to do is actually move. But first these exams have to be done.
Anddd I am having a driving lesson today, in 1,5 hrs. It’s been eight months since I’ve driven a car. May 18, 2009, I had my driving exam and I failed it. This was also the first day of my high school final exams, so I had other stuff on my mind than to try again immediately. After the finals I went to New York for two weeks, when I got back I got the results of the finals and it turned out I passed, then came two weeks of partying, then it was holiday & working, and then I started University in August. In November I contacted a driving school (another one this time, because I wasn’t satisfied about the previous one), and they could not plan me in till today. So there it is. I am kinda nervous, which is normal and could be expected because it did not go that well last year. But it feels stupid. I have had 42 lessons in three and a half months last year, which is quite a lot in a short period of time. You’d think you would pass after that, but apparently I’m a hard one to teach. No that’s not true, the instructor just sucked…
Ugh. I just want to curl up on the couch with a good book. It’s freakin’ Saturday!
I have nine exams coming up, first one on Tuesday. I am studying my ass off, but I have the feeling it is not nearly enough. I am tired as hell because this is the fourth day in a row that I got up at 6.15. I am perfectly capable to go to bed early, at let’s say nine o’clock, whether I have to get up early or not. But this week I couldn’t sleep at all at night, while I was tired all the time. I lie awake thinking about my new room, my new furniture, how I am going to decorate it. Oh right, didn’t tell that yet: early December I got the news I had to get out of the house. I live in my grandma’s old house, which is for sale. It was almost sold, so my family told me to look for another room. After three weeks (which is really really fast to find a room!) I found something, something satisfying. I bought furniture and all and the only thing left to do is actually move. But first these exams have to be done.
Anddd I am having a driving lesson today, in 1,5 hrs. It’s been eight months since I’ve driven a car. May 18, 2009, I had my driving exam and I failed it. This was also the first day of my high school final exams, so I had other stuff on my mind than to try again immediately. After the finals I went to New York for two weeks, when I got back I got the results of the finals and it turned out I passed, then came two weeks of partying, then it was holiday & working, and then I started University in August. In November I contacted a driving school (another one this time, because I wasn’t satisfied about the previous one), and they could not plan me in till today. So there it is. I am kinda nervous, which is normal and could be expected because it did not go that well last year. But it feels stupid. I have had 42 lessons in three and a half months last year, which is quite a lot in a short period of time. You’d think you would pass after that, but apparently I’m a hard one to teach. No that’s not true, the instructor just sucked…
Ugh. I just want to curl up on the couch with a good book. It’s freakin’ Saturday!