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Well i thought i had bronchitus and so did the nurse. it turns out i have the whooping cough whatever the hell that is and if i hadn't had antibiotics in me i would have been dead in two weeks. great huh. yea i know. i think it's kind of funny actually. we have so many cures and ways to not get sick and i would have died from something that we've known about for hundreds of years.
So i seem to be getting everyone that i know from california mad at me. Kinda wierd. Right now i'm just too sick though to worry about it. Actually feeling bad comes and goes. I'm so sick of being cooped up right now but in about an hour i'll feel awful. Odd i know.
Well i just thought i should post because i haven't in forever. This song down below is Tear you apart by she wants revenge. It's amazing. check it out.
Stay cool. Peace.
Got a big plan, this mindset maybe its right
At the right place and right time, maybe tonight
And the whisper or handshake sending a sign
Wanna make out and kiss hard, wait nevermind
Late night, and passing, mention it flipped her
Best friend, who knows saying maybe it slipped
But the slip turns to terror and a crush to light
When she walked in, he throws up, believe its the fright
Its cute in a way, till you cannot speak
And you leave to have a cigarette, your knees get weak
An escape is just a nod and a casual wave
Obsessed about it, heavy for the next two days
It's only just a crush, it'll go away
It's just like all the others it'll go away
Or maybe this is danger and you just don't know
You pray it all away but it continues to grow
I want to hold you close
Skin pressed against me tight
Lie still, and close your eyes girl
So lovely, it feels so right
I want to hold you close
Soft breasts, beating heart
As I whisper in your ear
I want to fucking tear you apart
Then he walked up and told her, thinking that he'd passed
And they talked and looked away a lot, doing the dance
Her hand brushed up against his, she left it there
Told him how she felt and then they locked in a stare
They took a step back, thought about it, what should they do
Cause theres always repercussions when you're dating in school
But their lips met, and reservations started to pass
Whether this was just an evening or a thing that would last
Either way he wanted her and this was bad
He wanted to do things to her it was making him crazy
Now a little crush turned into a like
And now he wants to grab her by the hair and tell her
I want to hold you close
Skin pressed against me tight
Lie still, and close your eyes girl
So lovely, it feels so right
I want to hold you close
Soft breasts, beating heart
As I whisper in your ear
I want to fucking tear you apart