and i feel like i'm naked in front of the crowd cause these words are my diary screaming out loud...
Woah last night was fun. Ummmm we went to go see the devils rejects…which was the first rated r movie I saw in the movie theaters since I’ve turned 17. it was a monumental moment. But stuff got messed up and so grady, Lauren and chris couldn’t see it with us and they had to see the fantastic four…..so I think we should treat them to go see it….because I feel bad. Hmmm so anyways….oh earlier I got my senior pictures taken which was fun. I had my hair done and my makeup done so that was exciting. And I looked all pretty to go out that night. and then I yelled at aiden and talked to pedro and this kid john….yelling at john telling him this kid that neither of us knew was hot….it was interesting. OH after the movie we went to go see barnhart who I haven’t seen since basically last summer….it was crazy. Then I came home.
I have work today and I really don’t want to go at all but I kinda miss the people there because I haven’t worked in like a bajillion years. Hmmmmm yea it’s weird.
starlit, I’m already losing it when you left an hour ago
and the stars are bright but I miss you I just cant hide it
because when I see waking god its a feeling no one knows
I see you wake, then you go
ill wait for you
so tell yourself you’re just afraid
believe the things you told yourself before but I’m standing here
so trust in me as I trust in you just let go of the pain
that you hold on to I’m standing here
starlit, I’m already losing it
when you left an hour ago
so ill hold my breath and ill see you soon
because when I see waking god its a feeling no one knows
I see you wake, then you go
ill wait for you
so tell yourself you’re just afraid
believe the things you told yourself before but I’m standing here
so trust in me as I trust in you just let go of the pain
that you hold on to I’m standing here
you can tell yourself you’re just afraid but believe the things I tell
you don’t get colder, I’m standing here