Sep 27, 2004 02:15
Operation:Downfall is my life.
All of the time that I have available basically goes in to this band.
If I get the chance to make some time for any of you, than great.
But know that my band is everything and then some to me.
Everything that has to do with it
whether it be vocal training, lyric writing, composing, or rehearsing
it is more important than everything else.
I neglect my own family because of my band.
Now, there are very few people that have the privilege of having my time reserved.
You people know who you are.
But honestly, it is very few... (other than my band mates, it's only 2 people)
Those people I have been with for a looooooong time, and been through a lot with.
We all hung out a lot and then stopped for a period of time, only talking every once in a while.
I shall not make plans far in advance because band shit is always popping up.
If I have the chance to do something with my band, I take advantage of that.
Those who are a part of my time always make plans on a spur of the moment with me.
So it always works out well.
In conclusion, I have realized I close myself off to a lot of people because of my band.
This could be a problem for many.
Well... TOO FUCKIN BAD PEOPLE!!!!
My band is my life. Get over it. People get mad at me for that shit too much.
I have personal shit I have to take care of and shit that is more important than most of you.
If you don't like it, than leave.
Opdownfall = Life