i told him

[out2lunch]

i repeated several times sayin "i love you dad" and this is when i was absolutely positive that he was twacked the fuck out and there was nothing i could do, so it seems im coming home sooner than expected and i have so many mixed emotions about the whole fucking situation... right now im drunk and i found out that i am goin to the eyedea show wif outta doubt and there is nuffin anyone can do about it so fuck you fuck me and especially fuck " " youy know who but it hurts everytime i say fuck" " because i love that muddafucka wif all my heart......

father
eyedea
hillary
myself
and music

those are the things i love......

drugs....
life....
hatas....
meth....

those are the things i hate......