Aug 20, 2004 02:36
Ugh why the hell did my sleep pattern have to get screwed up again?
Why can't I sleep?
Why am I FREAKING OUT about what classes I need to take to get into the colleges that I want to go to.
Gahhh I need to just CHILL, but I can't calm down. It's freaking me out and pissing me off.
Whitney brought to my attention that I need to take fucking Chem whether I like it or not. I honestly was LOOKING FORWARD TO taking Anatomy, but I guess that's just not good enough for the fucking admissions boards. Ugh. I don't know...maybe I can take it next year? I know that I'm going to fucking SUCK at Chem, because I don't want to DO IT. I would have a chance for success if I took Anatomy but NO that's the SLACKER CLASS. Ugh wonderful. My "rebellious" side is coming back. It's all about me, and it's all about right now, blah blah blah. Whatever.
I'm going to go read my f-ing Spanish book.
Laugh all you want. Whatever.