somerimews.eeeeeee
ive had alot of mixed emotions about alot of things and people. a little confused but going with the flow. the confusion begins where im lost in my own little world of how things are to the point that i dont remember wether or not certain attitudes towards certain ideas or things people and places... my boundries smear, and my judgement is subject to change. so to express anything to you would be a waste. until now that ive taken a notion. that notion falls into good reason by having stood time. makes sense right? the first thing that ive stayed sure of for the past few weeks?
anyway. some of you seem to think that im going to do my best to stick right beside you youre whole lives. and what and then when youre dead im going to find new friends? you who dont even see me anymore due to certain cercumstances. i dont talk to you because my life is crazy. literally. i dont know where im going to be come august. i have no fucking clue. hopefully here in ashland. just not in the same house.
so... thats that. i had something to say to the people who needed to know(and had no idea) about why i havent had anything to say to those same people until now, when i have a sturdy(in my mind) explanation. so.
thats that.
anyway. some of you seem to think that im going to do my best to stick right beside you youre whole lives. and what and then when youre dead im going to find new friends? you who dont even see me anymore due to certain cercumstances. i dont talk to you because my life is crazy. literally. i dont know where im going to be come august. i have no fucking clue. hopefully here in ashland. just not in the same house.
so... thats that. i had something to say to the people who needed to know(and had no idea) about why i havent had anything to say to those same people until now, when i have a sturdy(in my mind) explanation. so.
thats that.