Just let me clear my throat.

Mar 23, 2007 10:57

I'll get stuck in your head for hours.

You're one of the most pathetic people I've ever met in my life. You're aching for my attention, and I'll tell you right now: You've got it.

You try to do it in the most subtle way you possibly can, but it being subtle never worked for you. I know you talk behind my back. I'm not stupid. I do the same to you. The difference is I have to balls to own up to it when you confront me.

I know you want me. And if this comes off as pretentious and conceited to you, I don't give a fuck. You're the same way. I am one of the most arrogant people you'll ever meet. I'm not saying it's a good thing, but I'll fucking tell you I have better reasons to be.

I have everything you want: amazing friends, love and faith.

You call me & my friends a bunch of fucked up losers. Need I remind you that you used to be friends with ALL of us? You were one of those fucked up losers, too. Now you have "cooler" friends. The ones that are going to forget about you when you graduate and go off to college in a matter of months. They'll be there to tell you look amazing in whatever clothes you have, to tell you that you're so cool because you listen to *NSYNC still, to tell you that you're the funniest person they've ever met 'cause you talk about retarded things. But you can easily replace them. Go to New Jersey, or Nebraska, you don't even have to leave California. Go ANYWHERE and you can find people JUST LIKE THEM. And me? Oh, I'll tell you right now you'll have a hard time looking for someone like me.

You tell me you want a meaningful relationship. It doesn't help when you're out whoring around and leading people on. And I'm the ugly, pathetic loser 'cause I don't have all these guys on my clit like you do? PLEASE. You can try to find love all you want with the guys you sleep with. I don't need to do that. I've already found love. Sure, it may not be the most active love, but I still have it because I know she loves me whether she likes it or not. And I didn't have to go around catching every STD I possibly could to find her.

And faith? Hah, you're the world's biggest hypocrite. Oh, I'm a bad Christian because I'm a lesbian. I'm not even a full lesbian, you idiot. I'm not even going to call you a bad Christian, 'cause that's ridiculous. But shit,  you can't even practice what you preach. At least I can admit I'm sinning. You sit there, lying to everyone with a smile on your face, and everyone buys it. Yes, liking girls is a sin, but I'm going to be sinning for the rest of my life whether I want to or not. With this sin, I know I'm being truthful to myself. What do you have to say about that?

You don't impress me. And I hope you fucking learn your lesson this time because next time I'll stop being so nice.
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