i came down here to tell you, it rains in heaven all day long

[ourteenagevow]

as i was trying to sleep last night, i remember that one day back in september. we talked to each other for over 13 hours; from when we got home from school until four a.m. i constantly asked you, "aren't you sick of me yet?"  and you'd always answer "no." or "i'd never get sick of you." guess things changed.

And when we get home, I know we won't be home at all
This place we live, it is not where we belong
And I miss who we were in the town that we could call our own
Going back to get away after everything has changed

So we stand here now and no one knows us at all
I won't get used to this
I won't get used to being gone
And going back won't feel the same if we aren't staying
Going back to get away after everything has changed

Could you remind me of a time when we were so alive?
Do you remember that? Do you remember that?
Could you help me push aside all that I have left behind?
Do you remember that? Do you remember that?

It's taking up our time again
Go back, we can't go back at all
It's taking up our time, taking up our time

Could you remind me of a time when we were so alive?
Do you remember that? Do you remember that?
ughhhh. i don't know anymore. dnfjknsd

and i'm sorry about last night. i know you don't want to hurt me, but now it's inevitable. i already told you: when i tell people i feel dumb for liking them, those are the people that hurt me the most. i'm going to try hard not to let it affect anything, but knowing me, it'll be hard. why did you think i want you to come down so badly so we could look at the stars and such? why do you think i always long to talk to you everyday?

i'm so sorry. i didn't want to let this happen, and it did.