I'm giving it all, giving it all away.
I think Jen is probably one of the few people who understands me lately. I'm pretty sure we agree on so many levels on so many things. This is why we are going to be married. I am sick of being put on a guilt trip for things that just aren't my fault. I am sick of people putting my friends on a guilt trip just because of their feelings. Sometimes, people just need to learn to keep their god damn mouths shut and let people be happy. Not everything revolves around you.
I am sending in my last information to UNE on Tuesday, and I should have a response the following week as to whether or not I will be attending for the fall semester. Cross your fingers. I am hoping for the best. I really just want to be back in school. And its over two hours away, that excites me even more.
Lifetime movies are the perfect thing to watch when you are completely bored and can't go anywhere. That, and eating a gigantic chocolate bar that I have been craving since I saw Willy Wonka and Chocolate Factory. I'm getting a little sick of Arctic green apple kool-aid however. I am going to start drinking milk. I hope my Dad lets me do the grocery shopping tonight if he has the money, because then I will be sure to have some moneys, and food that I really want. I can't believe it's almost 5:30 in the afternoon. I've been up since 8 this morning. Probably because people were calling me at all hours of the night last night and caused for a terrible sleep ( rich called me at 4:15 this morning). Interesting.
I did though, get to see Rod last night for a bit. Him, michelle, Pete, Shawn, and Cailah and I went to some asian resturant. We were supposed to get tanked but things just didn't work out. Plus, I think it's for the better if I save myself for Jen.
1. ONE WISH?
that i get into the fall semester at UNE.
2. ARE YOU A LOVER OR A FIGHTER?
i can be both
3. WHAT'S YOUR WORST FEAR?
death, spiders,heights.
4. AS A KID, WERE YOU A LEGO MANIAC?
no, but I did have this amazing dollhouse made out of pink and white legos. I loved it. Until my sister got mad at me and threw it on the ground. I cried for 6 hours straight at least.
5. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF "REALITY" TV?
i like some shows. but its getting kind of old now.
6. DO YOU CHEW ON YOUR STRAWS?
i used to really bad, but i don't anymore. last night, michelle completely massacred a plastic bottle cap.
7. WERE YOU A CUTE BABY?
i think i was.
8. IS THE SINGLE LIFE FOR YOU?
no, i hate being single. and i wish it would change ASAP.
9. WHAT COLOR IS YOUR KEYBOARD?
black and silver with blue lights.
10. DO YOU SING IN THE SHOWER?
i don't have a shower.
11. HAVE YOU EVER BUNGEE JUMPED?
no, and i hope i never do.
12. ANY SECRET TALENTS?
not that i know of
13. WHAT'S YOUR IDEAL VACATION SPOT?
i love old orchard beach, and exeter elms campground in new hampshire. but i would love to go to somewhere tropical.
14. Is Jay Leno Funny?
i have laughed at some of his jokes before.
15. CAN YOU SWIM?
yes, but not well.
16. HAVE YOU SEEN THE MOVIE "DONNIE DARKO"?
yes, and i don't see whats so good about it?
17. DO YOU GIVE A DAMN ABOUT THE OZONE?
not really.
18. HOW MANY LICKS DOES IT TAKE TO GET TO THE CENTER OF A TOOTSIE ROLL POP?
I used to love those commercials.
19. CAN YOU SING THE ALPHABET BACKWARDS?
no, probably not. i'm always too drunk.
20. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ON AN AIRPLANE?
yes i have
21. ARE YOU AN ONLY CHILD?
no, i have a 22 year old sister.
22. DO YOU PREFER ELECTRIC OR MANUAL PENCIL SHARPENERS?
electric
23. WHAT'S YOUR STAND ON HUNTING?
i believe in hunting for food, but not for leisure.
24. IS THERE MARRIAGE IN YOUR FUTURE?
hopefully
25. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
sometimes it looks nice.
26. WHAT ARE YOU ALLERGIC TO?
pollen,dust.
27. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU SAID, "I LOVE YOU"?
Today, to my Dad and jen. haha.
28. IS ELVIS STILL ALIVE?
no?
29. DO YOU CRY AT WEDDINGS?
no
30. HOW DO YOU LIKE YOUR EGGS?
i eat them almost every way.
31. ARE BLONDES DUMB?
haircolor has nothin to do with your IQ level.
32. WHERE DOES THE OTHER SOCK END UP?
in my dogs mouth. no lie.
33. WHAT TIME IS IT?
5:30 PM, exactly.
34. DO YOU HAVE A NICKNAME?
Shanana Split. Some of my family calls me Shay
35. IS MCDONALD'S DISGUSTING?
yes but it tastes sooo good.
36. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU WERE IN A CAR?
today when i had to go get milk.
37. DO YOU PREFER BATHS OR SHOWERS?
showers but i don't have much of a choice.
38. IS SANTA CLAUS REAL?
yes, get over it.
39. DO YOU LIKE TO HAVE YOUR NECK KISSED?
oh god yes.
40. ARE YOU AFRAID OF THE DARK?
a little bit
41. WHAT ARE YOU ADDICTED TO?
cigarettes. heartbreak.
42. CRUNCHY OR CREAMY PEANUT BUTTER?
creamy
43. CAN YOU CRACK YOUR NECK?
yes and i do it all the time. and everyone thinks its so gross, haha.
44. HAVE YOU EVER RIDDEN IN AN AMBULANCE?
yes i have.
45. HOW MANY TIMES HAVE YOU BRUSHED YOUR TEETH TODAY?
none yet, i'm wicked gross.
46. IS DRUG FREE THE WAY TO BE?
oh god no, i'm too addicted to coke and herione. XXX.
47. ARE YOU A HEAVY SLEEPER?
i never sleep. its terrible.
48. WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR EYES?
greenish hazely.
50. DO YOU LIKE YOUR LIFE?
sometimes its really good and other times its wicked bad.
51. LIQUOR OR BEER?
liquor
52. ARE YOU PSYCHIC?
no
53. HAVE YOU READ "CATCHER IN THE RYE"?
yes i have, and i enjoyed it very much so.
54. DO YOU PLAY ANY INSTRUMENTS?
i used too.
55. HAVE YOU EVER STOLEN MONEY?
i steal money from my dad. i feel bad, but i have to get around.
56. CAN YOU SNOWBOARD?
no but i always wanted to learn.
57. DO YOU LIKE CAMPING?
yes, i love it.
58. DO YOU SNORT WHEN U LAUGH?
i do, sometimes. it's funny.
59. DO YOU BELIEVE IN MAGIC?
nope.
60. ARE DOGS A MAN'S BEST FRIEND?
to my dad, yes.
61.DO YOU BELIEVE IN DIVORCE?
depends on the situation
62. CAN YOU DO THE MOONWALK?
no.
63. DO YOU MAKE A LOT OF MISTAKES?
yes
64. IS IT COLD OUTSIDE TODAY?
no, it was muggy today, and i hated it.
65. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ATE?
part of a chocolate bar.
66. DO YOU WEAR NAIL POLISH?
sometimes i do.
67. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN KISSED?
yes
68. WHAT'S THE MOST ANNOYING COMMERCIAL?
almost all of them
69. DO YOU SHOP AT AMERICAN EAGLE?
sometimes. when i have the money, or gift cards.
70. DO YOU SNORE?
yep. sometimes really loud. haha.
71. FAVORITE SONG AT THE MOMENT?
that new song by 50 and Mobb Deep. it's so good.
I am sending in my last information to UNE on Tuesday, and I should have a response the following week as to whether or not I will be attending for the fall semester. Cross your fingers. I am hoping for the best. I really just want to be back in school. And its over two hours away, that excites me even more.
Lifetime movies are the perfect thing to watch when you are completely bored and can't go anywhere. That, and eating a gigantic chocolate bar that I have been craving since I saw Willy Wonka and Chocolate Factory. I'm getting a little sick of Arctic green apple kool-aid however. I am going to start drinking milk. I hope my Dad lets me do the grocery shopping tonight if he has the money, because then I will be sure to have some moneys, and food that I really want. I can't believe it's almost 5:30 in the afternoon. I've been up since 8 this morning. Probably because people were calling me at all hours of the night last night and caused for a terrible sleep ( rich called me at 4:15 this morning). Interesting.
I did though, get to see Rod last night for a bit. Him, michelle, Pete, Shawn, and Cailah and I went to some asian resturant. We were supposed to get tanked but things just didn't work out. Plus, I think it's for the better if I save myself for Jen.
1. ONE WISH?
that i get into the fall semester at UNE.
2. ARE YOU A LOVER OR A FIGHTER?
i can be both
3. WHAT'S YOUR WORST FEAR?
death, spiders,heights.
4. AS A KID, WERE YOU A LEGO MANIAC?
no, but I did have this amazing dollhouse made out of pink and white legos. I loved it. Until my sister got mad at me and threw it on the ground. I cried for 6 hours straight at least.
5. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF "REALITY" TV?
i like some shows. but its getting kind of old now.
6. DO YOU CHEW ON YOUR STRAWS?
i used to really bad, but i don't anymore. last night, michelle completely massacred a plastic bottle cap.
7. WERE YOU A CUTE BABY?
i think i was.
8. IS THE SINGLE LIFE FOR YOU?
no, i hate being single. and i wish it would change ASAP.
9. WHAT COLOR IS YOUR KEYBOARD?
black and silver with blue lights.
10. DO YOU SING IN THE SHOWER?
i don't have a shower.
11. HAVE YOU EVER BUNGEE JUMPED?
no, and i hope i never do.
12. ANY SECRET TALENTS?
not that i know of
13. WHAT'S YOUR IDEAL VACATION SPOT?
i love old orchard beach, and exeter elms campground in new hampshire. but i would love to go to somewhere tropical.
14. Is Jay Leno Funny?
i have laughed at some of his jokes before.
15. CAN YOU SWIM?
yes, but not well.
16. HAVE YOU SEEN THE MOVIE "DONNIE DARKO"?
yes, and i don't see whats so good about it?
17. DO YOU GIVE A DAMN ABOUT THE OZONE?
not really.
18. HOW MANY LICKS DOES IT TAKE TO GET TO THE CENTER OF A TOOTSIE ROLL POP?
I used to love those commercials.
19. CAN YOU SING THE ALPHABET BACKWARDS?
no, probably not. i'm always too drunk.
20. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ON AN AIRPLANE?
yes i have
21. ARE YOU AN ONLY CHILD?
no, i have a 22 year old sister.
22. DO YOU PREFER ELECTRIC OR MANUAL PENCIL SHARPENERS?
electric
23. WHAT'S YOUR STAND ON HUNTING?
i believe in hunting for food, but not for leisure.
24. IS THERE MARRIAGE IN YOUR FUTURE?
hopefully
25. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
sometimes it looks nice.
26. WHAT ARE YOU ALLERGIC TO?
pollen,dust.
27. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU SAID, "I LOVE YOU"?
Today, to my Dad and jen. haha.
28. IS ELVIS STILL ALIVE?
no?
29. DO YOU CRY AT WEDDINGS?
no
30. HOW DO YOU LIKE YOUR EGGS?
i eat them almost every way.
31. ARE BLONDES DUMB?
haircolor has nothin to do with your IQ level.
32. WHERE DOES THE OTHER SOCK END UP?
in my dogs mouth. no lie.
33. WHAT TIME IS IT?
5:30 PM, exactly.
34. DO YOU HAVE A NICKNAME?
Shanana Split. Some of my family calls me Shay
35. IS MCDONALD'S DISGUSTING?
yes but it tastes sooo good.
36. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU WERE IN A CAR?
today when i had to go get milk.
37. DO YOU PREFER BATHS OR SHOWERS?
showers but i don't have much of a choice.
38. IS SANTA CLAUS REAL?
yes, get over it.
39. DO YOU LIKE TO HAVE YOUR NECK KISSED?
oh god yes.
40. ARE YOU AFRAID OF THE DARK?
a little bit
41. WHAT ARE YOU ADDICTED TO?
cigarettes. heartbreak.
42. CRUNCHY OR CREAMY PEANUT BUTTER?
creamy
43. CAN YOU CRACK YOUR NECK?
yes and i do it all the time. and everyone thinks its so gross, haha.
44. HAVE YOU EVER RIDDEN IN AN AMBULANCE?
yes i have.
45. HOW MANY TIMES HAVE YOU BRUSHED YOUR TEETH TODAY?
none yet, i'm wicked gross.
46. IS DRUG FREE THE WAY TO BE?
oh god no, i'm too addicted to coke and herione. XXX.
47. ARE YOU A HEAVY SLEEPER?
i never sleep. its terrible.
48. WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR EYES?
greenish hazely.
50. DO YOU LIKE YOUR LIFE?
sometimes its really good and other times its wicked bad.
51. LIQUOR OR BEER?
liquor
52. ARE YOU PSYCHIC?
no
53. HAVE YOU READ "CATCHER IN THE RYE"?
yes i have, and i enjoyed it very much so.
54. DO YOU PLAY ANY INSTRUMENTS?
i used too.
55. HAVE YOU EVER STOLEN MONEY?
i steal money from my dad. i feel bad, but i have to get around.
56. CAN YOU SNOWBOARD?
no but i always wanted to learn.
57. DO YOU LIKE CAMPING?
yes, i love it.
58. DO YOU SNORT WHEN U LAUGH?
i do, sometimes. it's funny.
59. DO YOU BELIEVE IN MAGIC?
nope.
60. ARE DOGS A MAN'S BEST FRIEND?
to my dad, yes.
61.DO YOU BELIEVE IN DIVORCE?
depends on the situation
62. CAN YOU DO THE MOONWALK?
no.
63. DO YOU MAKE A LOT OF MISTAKES?
yes
64. IS IT COLD OUTSIDE TODAY?
no, it was muggy today, and i hated it.
65. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ATE?
part of a chocolate bar.
66. DO YOU WEAR NAIL POLISH?
sometimes i do.
67. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN KISSED?
yes
68. WHAT'S THE MOST ANNOYING COMMERCIAL?
almost all of them
69. DO YOU SHOP AT AMERICAN EAGLE?
sometimes. when i have the money, or gift cards.
70. DO YOU SNORE?
yep. sometimes really loud. haha.
71. FAVORITE SONG AT THE MOMENT?
that new song by 50 and Mobb Deep. it's so good.