Feb 06, 2012 02:29
Like every good subject, I exist in the constructs of self.
Formal representation is exceedingly unavoidable if one is to see oneself as a part of the world it experiences perceptually. Self-objectification is necessary if one is to be perceived as one perceives, as an object. It is not pathological or deviant behavior. However, the habitual process of constructing figurative projections of thought do effect the self. Identity and selfhood increasingly become more and more reliant on constructive representation the more we use formal avatars to communicate and thus,
I FIND IT ENORMOUSLY DISCONCERTING WHEN MY REPRESENTATION OF SELF AS OBJECT, SUCH AS A LIVE JOURNAL ACCOUNT, IS MOTHERFUCKING DELETED!!!!!!!!
IT'S A MASSIVE MINDFUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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THOUGH I HAVE NOT POSTED FOR TWO YEARS, THUS THE DELETION, THE SIMPLE ACT OF ASSIGNING AND QUANTIFYING SELFHOOD AS THAT WHICH CREATES AN OBJECTIVE REPRESENTATION AT LEAST ONCE EVERY TWO YEARS HAS A VERY SIMPLE AND DISTURBING CONSEQUENT ACT;
Failure to self-objectify within a given duration of time is not sufficient to sustain selfhood, The subject still perceives but without evidence, an object, the self is nothing.
SELFHOOD REQUIRES THE OBJECT AND THE CONSTRUCTS OF SELF BECOME THE NECESSARY AND SUFFICIENT CONDITIONS FOR EXISTENCE.
One must prove that one exists. A subject alone cannot be.
SO, I POSTED.