today seems as if it were inevitable

[ourpassingjoys]

i hate holidays when u cant spend them with family.. i missed my family this year and because of that i had to endure two hours of fake smiles hand shakes politeness... and repitious prayers they believe that if the say them enough they are securely fine enternally.. i dont think i said one word to anyone today except to my uncle dan.. we talked of college...

i'm breaking down..