Nov 24, 2005 16:35
last night was another interesting night.
I never meant it to happen like it did. I wanted us to chill and have a good time. yeah he had a bitch fit but he had four friends drive out of the way so he could see me last night. I know a lot of shit has gone down this year between us. it's just the way it's all happened. Ive never meant any of it to go this way believe me.
Last night was another kicker that didnt go as planned. i ended up driving around L.A. until 3 in the morning and get home at 4. it wasnt the way i had planned the night, again shit happens and people get shifty change their minds and decide to drive hours out of the way to do something, drop someone off and be selfish.
Last night I was neglectful. I spent the night driving around when I would have rather been having fun with you, trust me. It would have been a grand time that we would have gotten to spend together. even though I probably wouldnt have remembered it the next day. But trust me, there will be tons of other times that we'll get to hang out and get fucked up together.
I dont know how you want to continue things, it's completely up to you, im sure your fed up with me by now. I dont know if you intended me to see the post you left on myspace or not because I know you took it down later on, but I did read it before I left for the night and I was really down after that. If you want to end it, it's your prerogative.