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have you ever felt like half the people you've built some kind of friendship with or just met in general were never what you thought they were? i'm starting to realize that a lot of the people i know and am supposed to be "friends" with, aren't really worth my time. this is when you start thinking i'm a bitch and say i'm pms-ing and will get over it in a few days. ehh fuck you. maybe i am pms-ing but honestly, that's not what sparked all of this. a lot of people are just assholes. they lie, they're fake, they pretend they're something they're not, they go back on their word, they treat the one's they "care about" like shit, and they just suck. i think i have a pretty good idea of who my real friends are right now, but i could be very wrong about some of them. it's happened before...and it happens to everyone i think. there's someone that you think is a really good friend, and they end up proving to be the complete opposite. i guess that's just life though. i'm not scared of finding out who's real and who isn't..i'm just hoping that very few of them, if any, disappoint me cause disappointment sucks.
entries like this are pointless, but i write them anyways.