I'm Pregnant...
JUST KIDDING!!! Fuck that...I hate kids! It would bu funny though...I wouldn't wait for a second breath to ask when the obortion clinic opened. :) God, I need help. Sean, the lil bastard, came over to Isa's and brought the X-Box. I was pretty mean to him, but he was trying to be nice to me. But I was still like grrr...then went and picked up some green. Ok, well I was pretty upset about Sean, but yesterday was bad...Ok, it started off with Swede called me at like 3 in the afternoon. I was still sleeping, so I got up and walked around for a bit first. Then I took a shower and called him back. He came over, rolled a blunt, cause I bought a quad. It was nice. Then we went driving around, called Isa and she wasn't in a good mood. She knew I was messed up so she got shirty with me. She is not feeling well, so yeah, she was not happy, but I knew there was something really wrong. I don't know why, but she was like really upset. So Swede dropped me off, and I went inside called her back and actually talked to her, although I had the munchies like a mutha fuka. She and I were talking and I asked if she had to work today. She was like, "DUDE!!! I told you, I didn't go back!" I was like, "Huh? To the interview?" She didn't go back with her personal info., so I was like, "So your not going to work there?" She was like, "No, I told you this." She is a terrible liar, even if I was high, I know she didn't tell me this. There has been alot of this lately, from both her and Michelle, supposed stuff said to me. But anyways, so I said, "So your moving now." And she said, "Yes." I asked when, she said, "June 15th." I'm like, "Damn, that is like 2 weeks away." So yeah, I got off the phone with her, I went to the table and started to eat Chinese food with my parents, and I started balling my eyes out. I am such a baby. God, this is just ripping my heart out. God, I officially say this year ROYALLY SUCKS ASS! I am so done with shit this year. This is so unfair, I don't want her to move. Just when she quits her job with the Nazi's and we have been chillin, she wants to up and move...*cough, cause of the guys she met in Missouri, cough.* I really don't want her to go, but what the hell can I do? Well, besides kidnap her and keep her in my closet, which is VeRy FuCkInG tEmPtInG... But yeah, I am at work, crying, goddamit, I knew this day was going to come, I really hope people would stop looking at me. Out of everything in life, I think all the shit has finally caught up and popped my happy little bubble. Three years is not enough. I love her...Well...have to go kill myself now (JOKE)...Bye!