Sickly...
Blah, my throat hurts like BAD! I saw Troy last night with Michelle and Swede. That movie is friggin awesome. Cept for the whole Orlando Bloom is gay thing. Brad Pitt is still FUCKING gorgeous for 40!!! I got to see his ass. Damn he is hot. I have to do something pretty hard today, but it is for Michelle's benefit. We all love her. I hate to see her unhappy with that loser of a b/f she has. Also, Isa is all like, I like Sergey again...*gags, punches self in face, gags some mo'...* It's like the stupid wives that get physically beaten, call the cops (aka me), and then bail them out. WTF??? I don't get it. I guess because I don't rely on a relationship, or the fact that I don't need a single person, that I am ONLY 19 AND CAN PARTY! I mean Jesus, it's a Palm Coast thing, everyone thinks they have to get friggin married and pop out a kid. What the hell? What kind of sick, twisted, shit has FPC taught us? God dammit, if I EVER get that way, will someone SLAP the RETARD out of me? God, I've lived here almost half my life, and I am NOT tied down with someone. Why is it women are so needy? This is why I SHOULD have been a MAN. I can't deal with these friggin' women anymore. I have problems of my own right now that I am neglecting at home. Like, I need to kick my dads ass, and get Jolene to calm her punk ass down. And I am ignoring it all so I can get my two best friends to stop dating two loser/assholes/jerks/ basically everything bad! Etc... Man, I wish I could hide...I wish I could just go back to the days before I crashed my dads car, and went down and saw Dylan every weekend. I miss having good sex. More than anything, I miss him, he made me pretty happy, the happiest I'd been since Chance left. Grrr...I am not even on the rag and I am really bitchy, maybe cause I didn't go to sleep till like almost 4... I don't need to become an insomniac! Thanks Isabel!...It's not her fault, but I just need to get some sleep. I am going to go get Sean and then go home and do that very hard thing today. Boy oh boy...today is going to SUCK ROYAL COCK!!!