back!
It''s been quite some time since I've updated my LJ. There's lots of weird features now. I don't like it. Not yet, anyway. Can I default back to LJ 2001? I don't know what has compelled me to do this. I don't imagine many people will read this, let alone care, but I've got time to kill and care or not, everyone likes when there's something new on their friends page. Besides, everyone knows that my LJ was the best ever and lilrainbowme shouldn't ever die. Speaking of lilrainbowme, I've decided not to change journals or the name because it's classic and I'm not going to deny that there was a few years in my life where I was a big raging dyke. Whatevs. What's in a name, anyway? Everything. Alright so here's a little breakdown:
-I stopped going to school for now because I need to be working full-time so I can save up money and move out of this house because I can't handle my father's madness anymore.
-As far as working full-time, I may be working as a residential counselor... or maybe something else. I'll let you know during the nexy update.
-I don't want to quit Shaws. I love it unnaturally. Everyone does. Everyone that works there, anyway. It does something to you. I hate that I care so much, and I hate how sad I get when I think about leaving my little Shaws family. I need to just focus on how much more money I'm going to make and how it really will buy me happiness.
-Jim and I broke up in June during our trip to California. Oye what a mess! haha but it needed to happen. I couldn't take it anymore.
-I am now dating a very charming boy named Justin. We seem to be very well matched. No really, he's seriously the best boyfriend ever and all I've ever wanted. Oh, and his voice! and that face! I'm happy. Like really. Finally. Love! yay.
-I've expanded my brain quite a bit over the summer. It's pretty safe to say that I am by no means the same person. That's probably a good thing.
I started this journal entry last night with a lot more to say. I guess it can be summed up by saying that a lot has changed and a lot is still far too the same. I hang out with Justin and Meg and Sarah a lot. I smoke a lot of pot. I go on crazy adventures when I'm not wasting the day away looking at myspace. I'm not really friends with lots of people anymore, but I'm not that upset about it either. I'll be 21 in 4 fucking days. Sweet. Perhaps. I don't know, actually. If you'd like me to expand on any of the things mentioned in this journal, please comment with any questions and concerns and I'll be happy to address them. I guess that's all for now.
It's good to be back
xo
-I stopped going to school for now because I need to be working full-time so I can save up money and move out of this house because I can't handle my father's madness anymore.
-As far as working full-time, I may be working as a residential counselor... or maybe something else. I'll let you know during the nexy update.
-I don't want to quit Shaws. I love it unnaturally. Everyone does. Everyone that works there, anyway. It does something to you. I hate that I care so much, and I hate how sad I get when I think about leaving my little Shaws family. I need to just focus on how much more money I'm going to make and how it really will buy me happiness.
-Jim and I broke up in June during our trip to California. Oye what a mess! haha but it needed to happen. I couldn't take it anymore.
-I am now dating a very charming boy named Justin. We seem to be very well matched. No really, he's seriously the best boyfriend ever and all I've ever wanted. Oh, and his voice! and that face! I'm happy. Like really. Finally. Love! yay.
-I've expanded my brain quite a bit over the summer. It's pretty safe to say that I am by no means the same person. That's probably a good thing.
I started this journal entry last night with a lot more to say. I guess it can be summed up by saying that a lot has changed and a lot is still far too the same. I hang out with Justin and Meg and Sarah a lot. I smoke a lot of pot. I go on crazy adventures when I'm not wasting the day away looking at myspace. I'm not really friends with lots of people anymore, but I'm not that upset about it either. I'll be 21 in 4 fucking days. Sweet. Perhaps. I don't know, actually. If you'd like me to expand on any of the things mentioned in this journal, please comment with any questions and concerns and I'll be happy to address them. I guess that's all for now.
It's good to be back
xo