this is how it feels to have something go really right. finally.
wow.
today was great.
simple....and great.
stephen crashed at my place last night around 3:45. always a nice reason to wake up in the middle of the night.
then today we "woke up" around 12:30...
went to souyia for lunch, which was of course incredible...
walked around downtown like the disgustingly cute couple we can be every now and again...
went by his place...
came back here and made some dinner. (creamy tomato soup and wine....)
watched MAX. gooooooood john cusack movie ::heather::
napped for awhile because stephen fell asleep while i was making coffee.
an hour on the couch with just the light from a half melted candle...and i could feel him breathing on my cheek....god. it was too perfect.
john pileman came into town from d.c.,so stephen was off to meet up with him, and i am off to bed. i have to be IN fayetteville in the morning by like 9:30....eeeeeeeek.
we were US today. we were perfect. every sigh, every smile was in unison. it was just the blatant truth that no matter what the situation, or the timing, we cannot push aside what's here. this is it. for all the trying times we've had and will have, he is IT. he is perfect in so many ways. i've never had someone put me on such a pedestal, and really want the best for me........i don't think i've said or heard "i love you" more times my whole life than today.
i would have given ANYTHING if we could have stayed that way forever.
but it's okay.
because we have a forever.
**the jealous sound**
may 21, philly....i will be there. who's in?
today was great.
simple....and great.
stephen crashed at my place last night around 3:45. always a nice reason to wake up in the middle of the night.
then today we "woke up" around 12:30...
went to souyia for lunch, which was of course incredible...
walked around downtown like the disgustingly cute couple we can be every now and again...
went by his place...
came back here and made some dinner. (creamy tomato soup and wine....)
watched MAX. gooooooood john cusack movie ::heather::
napped for awhile because stephen fell asleep while i was making coffee.
an hour on the couch with just the light from a half melted candle...and i could feel him breathing on my cheek....god. it was too perfect.
john pileman came into town from d.c.,so stephen was off to meet up with him, and i am off to bed. i have to be IN fayetteville in the morning by like 9:30....eeeeeeeek.
we were US today. we were perfect. every sigh, every smile was in unison. it was just the blatant truth that no matter what the situation, or the timing, we cannot push aside what's here. this is it. for all the trying times we've had and will have, he is IT. he is perfect in so many ways. i've never had someone put me on such a pedestal, and really want the best for me........i don't think i've said or heard "i love you" more times my whole life than today.
i would have given ANYTHING if we could have stayed that way forever.
but it's okay.
because we have a forever.
**the jealous sound**
may 21, philly....i will be there. who's in?