Hey... yeah.. so ....
Hey everyone!
whats up n2mh. just being bored out of mind! I dont know what to do to keep myself busy anymore. Blah... yeah so me and cassie and kelsey and everyone else in our luch crew were laughing the other day bc i decided that spilting your middle name resulted in a cool nickname...
Briana Michelle- Mich ((as in mitch))
Cassie Renne- Ren
Kelsey Janet- Jan
Tanya Faye- Ye
Caitlin Louise Jean- Loui
hmmm... some more?
Lauren Michelle- chelle
Kenny Edward- Ward (( sounds like Word... lol cassie))
Colin Mitchell- itch
Yeah so thats all that i can think off but gimme your middle names and i can do more. i like mine cuz i like boyz names for girls. yeah so speaking of colin. he called me this morning and invited me to a party and i was like ahhh. bc i missed his call. grr. but if i go i may be able to see him and cody and that would be weird bc now they are all grown up.. ahh. so im going to write a poem... lets see how long it takes...
STARTING TIME- 11:10AM
Here i am again
feeling all alone
rocking in the corner
where i find my comfort
no one is here to hold me
or to tell me that its ok
but when i need some critisim
theres a line out the door
there are those who care
and then there are those who dont
the ones that try to comfort me
are the ones im pushing away
and the ones that are destroying me
are the ones that i find close
i know that they cant suprise me
when all they do is hurt
so i welcome them
with all their knives of pain
without protection
just prepared for rejection
who has become the best of friends
they say that im too depressing
some say that im a "downer"
but how can be feeling up
when they keep knocking me down
so i gave up on standing up
ill stay here on my knees
cryin till i drown myself
in the sorrows that i feel
i prepare for my last breath
of what my life once was
when a vision comes up thru the tears
a caring figure with an outreached hand
pulling me back up
they wipe away the tears
and with it goes the pain
that i have felt throughout my life
and that i have endored
And with the wipe my memories are gone
everything ive ever felt
everything ive ever wept over
is out the window
forever
or at least until this one is gone
until they hurt me too.
-bRi
ENDING TIME- 11:23
yeah i know that its long and not very good. i didnt want to write everything that i feel. if i did it would be so long... lol. well yeah im going to go now. love you all
-MiCH
whats up n2mh. just being bored out of mind! I dont know what to do to keep myself busy anymore. Blah... yeah so me and cassie and kelsey and everyone else in our luch crew were laughing the other day bc i decided that spilting your middle name resulted in a cool nickname...
Briana Michelle- Mich ((as in mitch))
Cassie Renne- Ren
Kelsey Janet- Jan
Tanya Faye- Ye
Caitlin Louise Jean- Loui
hmmm... some more?
Lauren Michelle- chelle
Kenny Edward- Ward (( sounds like Word... lol cassie))
Colin Mitchell- itch
Yeah so thats all that i can think off but gimme your middle names and i can do more. i like mine cuz i like boyz names for girls. yeah so speaking of colin. he called me this morning and invited me to a party and i was like ahhh. bc i missed his call. grr. but if i go i may be able to see him and cody and that would be weird bc now they are all grown up.. ahh. so im going to write a poem... lets see how long it takes...
STARTING TIME- 11:10AM
Here i am again
feeling all alone
rocking in the corner
where i find my comfort
no one is here to hold me
or to tell me that its ok
but when i need some critisim
theres a line out the door
there are those who care
and then there are those who dont
the ones that try to comfort me
are the ones im pushing away
and the ones that are destroying me
are the ones that i find close
i know that they cant suprise me
when all they do is hurt
so i welcome them
with all their knives of pain
without protection
just prepared for rejection
who has become the best of friends
they say that im too depressing
some say that im a "downer"
but how can be feeling up
when they keep knocking me down
so i gave up on standing up
ill stay here on my knees
cryin till i drown myself
in the sorrows that i feel
i prepare for my last breath
of what my life once was
when a vision comes up thru the tears
a caring figure with an outreached hand
pulling me back up
they wipe away the tears
and with it goes the pain
that i have felt throughout my life
and that i have endored
And with the wipe my memories are gone
everything ive ever felt
everything ive ever wept over
is out the window
forever
or at least until this one is gone
until they hurt me too.
-bRi
ENDING TIME- 11:23
yeah i know that its long and not very good. i didnt want to write everything that i feel. if i did it would be so long... lol. well yeah im going to go now. love you all
-MiCH