just pondering a bit........
well here i am just sitting in class not doing ne thing like i usually do..
there like a weird mood going around rite now bc rite now like everyone i know seems to be unhappppy
and its weird to me bc im actually happyish.... i mean i still have my issues but rite now im ok
i wish sometimes i could control the whole fucking world and make everything the way i want it
I wish no one could ever lie bc thats how peoples feeliings get hurt
even though i know telling the truth dosent get u much farther
bc sometimes the truth hurts as much as a lie
but in some cases i dont think peopel should be allowed to live in their fantasies
im sorta annoyed rite now like its notthing big or uncontrolable but its bothers me
how some poeple complain about something even after they tell u their over it.. it sorta meakes me feel like if u werent fucking over then why the fuck did u say u were
iuno i gues thats pretty stupid though bc i prolly do it to but
iuno i cant and i refuse to forget ya know?????
u say its my fault but i know its not
u say u forgive me but i dont fucking believe u
i think everything happens for a reaso but not like fate because i dont believev in that
but like the reason is so we can learn from it and become a better person when everythings sed and done
hahah i guess someof the statements ive just made dont sound like the words of a happy person but iuno i guess im happy right now
but certain things im still quite bitter about
id ont care im in love ♥
there like a weird mood going around rite now bc rite now like everyone i know seems to be unhappppy
and its weird to me bc im actually happyish.... i mean i still have my issues but rite now im ok
i wish sometimes i could control the whole fucking world and make everything the way i want it
I wish no one could ever lie bc thats how peoples feeliings get hurt
even though i know telling the truth dosent get u much farther
bc sometimes the truth hurts as much as a lie
but in some cases i dont think peopel should be allowed to live in their fantasies
im sorta annoyed rite now like its notthing big or uncontrolable but its bothers me
how some poeple complain about something even after they tell u their over it.. it sorta meakes me feel like if u werent fucking over then why the fuck did u say u were
iuno i gues thats pretty stupid though bc i prolly do it to but
iuno i cant and i refuse to forget ya know?????
u say its my fault but i know its not
u say u forgive me but i dont fucking believe u
i think everything happens for a reaso but not like fate because i dont believev in that
but like the reason is so we can learn from it and become a better person when everythings sed and done
hahah i guess someof the statements ive just made dont sound like the words of a happy person but iuno i guess im happy right now
but certain things im still quite bitter about
id ont care im in love ♥