My dad just told me that "I've changed"
Maybe I have, but thats not for him to say hes not fucking here.
Today was my mommys birthday, she seemed happy.
I kinda wish I was happy... I don't know if I'm happy or if I'm sad.
I realized love is just a dissapointment, you get so happy and so crazy about someone and then.. BAM it's over. Nothing ever lasts. So maybe I should quit trying. I think I might. I just miss that feeling.
I'm a fucking dork.
I'm good a looking happy.