May 29, 2006 19:20
I'm starting to understand
"trusting intentions"
testimonies:
One time I held somebody close and they told me they would never leave.
The morning after they let go.
April 17th 2001 I lost a friend,
April 20th 2001 I forgot about it.
Once I woke up happy,
and fell asleep sad.
It was not long ago I kept her picture in my wallet.
Now i have none.
One night I started to cry,
the next I started to die,
the next I woke up.
One time I started to get butterflies,
but not without deciet and lies.
Someone once told me that If i was a good girl,
i would not get bad karma.
When I did not listen to them, I noticed my misfortunes.
I tried turning it around, and behaving.
But still i noticed my misfortunes even more.
When nobody else had anything else to tell me,
i started embracing my misfortunes,
and learned from them,
now they very rarely stop by.
It feels good to have good intentions.