there are some mornings where the sky looks like a road
i feel like a completely different person from a year ago
i have yet to decide whether this is good or bad
I'm not as trusting, as nice as I used to be.
I've learned to hate.
I still have never loved.
Or maybe I have. I keep these things close to my heart, only that person who really knows can know this truth.
I've learned who I can trust. It's sad how it's all the people I used to laugh at and consider not my good friends that have proven themselves to be there through everything. I've lost a best friend due to shallowness and self-centeredness, and through this I have learned who to care about. I wouldn't change last year for the world because I grew and changed so much, regardless of all the shit I had to deal with. I learned the meaning of friendship, and for that I am grateful.
Tonight I danced at 80s night, and I realized that people love me. I'm fun. I don't care what people think. I just do what I want, and people appreciate. I think I'm finally turning over that new leaf that I'm always talking about but never fully understanding.
Leaving this second decade and coming to the brink of my third, I finally know who I am. I know that it's not how many people think of you and care about you but who, and I think I'm finally ready to move ahead in life.
i have yet to decide whether this is good or bad
I'm not as trusting, as nice as I used to be.
I've learned to hate.
I still have never loved.
Or maybe I have. I keep these things close to my heart, only that person who really knows can know this truth.
I've learned who I can trust. It's sad how it's all the people I used to laugh at and consider not my good friends that have proven themselves to be there through everything. I've lost a best friend due to shallowness and self-centeredness, and through this I have learned who to care about. I wouldn't change last year for the world because I grew and changed so much, regardless of all the shit I had to deal with. I learned the meaning of friendship, and for that I am grateful.
Tonight I danced at 80s night, and I realized that people love me. I'm fun. I don't care what people think. I just do what I want, and people appreciate. I think I'm finally turning over that new leaf that I'm always talking about but never fully understanding.
Leaving this second decade and coming to the brink of my third, I finally know who I am. I know that it's not how many people think of you and care about you but who, and I think I'm finally ready to move ahead in life.