Jul 31, 2005 14:20
I have to find a place to live and a job in Atlanta. This isn't going as smoothly as I had hoped it would. My mom is going down to Atlanta with me on Tuesday to look at possible places to live. I really want to have roommates. I don't want to live alone, but I guess I'll take what I can get.
Yesterday I was talking to an acquaintance from high school that I hadn't talked to in a while, and at the end of the conversation, he said, "You seem so much happier than you did 6 months ago." It was really great to hear that because I feel so much better in every way, but sometimes I think that maybe I'm just lying to myself. It's good to know that I have been getting better.
I'm really starting to kind of stress about starting at State. I'm kinda scared. I'm not transferring again. I know I've made the right choice, but it sucks to basically be a freshman again. I'm a sophomore hours-wise, but I have to start all over again in a new place. I think this time I'll actually be happy and want to meet people. Milledgeville just wasn't for me.