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[ourheartsbleed]

I can't help but think about this even still, i spend to much time in the past. I fuck up alot and there always has to be some sort of punishment for that, and this time there is nothing I can do about it at all. I wish I had the nerve to speak. I just wish you knew back then. I know it doesn't make any difference now, and I know it doesn't even matter now.
I'm so sorry.