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tonight i realized that there is so much drama in my life that i think in the last year and a half more has happened to me than would happen to the average person in their entire life. this has also made me happier than i have maybe ever been. i don;t think i have ever been able to appreciate this before, but even though alot of the time things that are really shitty happen to me or people i know there is variety. it's not the same boring grey like the rest of the blur of people that exist. we have a choice between black and white and just grey and im glad i have black and white, because i would much rather have the contrast, i've had enough of apathy.
some girls that i didnt like very much found me out here tonight and then this giant drama exploded with a bunch of people i didn't even know, and it was the start of a horror movie, some kid apparently saw his best friend die which sucks pretty hard, and then some girl tried to kill herself tonight apparently and the boy ran away and they couldn't find him. this is only the newest episode in the never ending drama that is my life. but, while it hurts sometimes it makes the sun and the rain distinguishable. and i don't think i could be any other way.
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this post was actually not my letting off my ego at all, i was just saying i have alot of friends that cause alot of drama, which somehow demonstrates my belief of my personal superiority? weird.
some girls that i didnt like very much found me out here tonight and then this giant drama exploded with a bunch of people i didn't even know, and it was the start of a horror movie, some kid apparently saw his best friend die which sucks pretty hard, and then some girl tried to kill herself tonight apparently and the boy ran away and they couldn't find him. this is only the newest episode in the never ending drama that is my life. but, while it hurts sometimes it makes the sun and the rain distinguishable. and i don't think i could be any other way.
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this post was actually not my letting off my ego at all, i was just saying i have alot of friends that cause alot of drama, which somehow demonstrates my belief of my personal superiority? weird.