do you remember the time when we were in love?
i've figured out why it feels so torturous being in utah right now.
i can't and don't like anyone.
the main thing i enjoy doing with my time is flirting with people.
i enjoy flirting even more when it could lead to something.
but there is no leading anywhere.
not for another three weeks.
and this may sound idiotic to most of you.
but, if you ask rachel, she can tell you-
there has never been a time longer than maybe a week
where i have not liked someone or had something going on.
i love my friends, i love my family,
but i love the excitement of the hunt, the chase, the capture, the release.
the idea of meeting someone somewhere,
meeting up for coffee,
and finding out that they are one of the great loves of my life.
not that this has happened but the idea still exists.
i hold very true to what carrie says on an episode of sex and the city:
"a relationship is ultimately defined by a new relationship."
i've barely ever been single, and at the same time, i've barely ever been in a relationship.
i'm almost always in transition.
but now, i'm single, with no transition possible for weeks.
this is, in my shallow existence, horrible.
it may be true that i am an idiot for this,
but it is also true that this is how i am.
it's absolutely maddening, this time.
i can't and don't like anyone.
the main thing i enjoy doing with my time is flirting with people.
i enjoy flirting even more when it could lead to something.
but there is no leading anywhere.
not for another three weeks.
and this may sound idiotic to most of you.
but, if you ask rachel, she can tell you-
there has never been a time longer than maybe a week
where i have not liked someone or had something going on.
i love my friends, i love my family,
but i love the excitement of the hunt, the chase, the capture, the release.
the idea of meeting someone somewhere,
meeting up for coffee,
and finding out that they are one of the great loves of my life.
not that this has happened but the idea still exists.
i hold very true to what carrie says on an episode of sex and the city:
"a relationship is ultimately defined by a new relationship."
i've barely ever been single, and at the same time, i've barely ever been in a relationship.
i'm almost always in transition.
but now, i'm single, with no transition possible for weeks.
this is, in my shallow existence, horrible.
it may be true that i am an idiot for this,
but it is also true that this is how i am.
it's absolutely maddening, this time.