Apr 30, 2008 16:03
I have never felt so incomplete and so alone despite having friends.
It seems I have taken that one shaky step forward, and I not long know what to do without someone there to guide me.
I wished for his return. City - fairy godmother - why did you not listen? Sixteen years and you- you-
Perhaps I am instead the ugly and now blinded stepsister.
I feel unwell.
[ooc | He thinks this is private, but it really isn't. Acknowledging all this has gotten him in a sour mood. No fake "uke" act, today.]
thinking about hikaru,
affected,
philosophizing,
i cannot tell a lie,
curse day