i live here...isn't it cool?

[ourbravestfaces]

2:00 tuesday afternoon...and i'm laying in my bed with my laptop on my stomach. watching full house on abc family. you gotta love "sick days." i actually had a pretty crappy night last night. that would be why i'm here now. i got all weird and depressed like most 15-20 year olds do periodically. i hear it's the cool thing to do...wait, i'm lying. okay anyways... so i ended up staying up way too late pissing and moaning and staring out the window. which made me feel way sick this morning when i got like 4 hours of sleep. and somehow, i actually talked my mom into letting me stay home, and then slept until about 1. sleep works wonders:) so here i am, back to myself. still struggling a bit with my faith. that's one of the reasons i got so screwed up in the first place. i don't know, the only thing to do is trust that i'll get back to normal. i know i will, just gotta have a little faith, ya know? seriously, there is no reason to get all cracked out like i was last night...and i just found out i got a stupid osama bin laden virus on my aol..so i have to go and try to get rid of it with my mad hacker skills...wait, i don't have any...i love you.

-jarman

"whenever trouble comes your way, let it be an oppourtunity for joy...for when your faith is tested, your endurances has a chance to grow. so let it grow, for when you endurance is fully developed you will be stong in character and ready for anything." -James 1:2-4