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First and foremost I hate whores, attention seekers, and users.
Second, I found myself a really good cute boy, I hope things work out.
Third, I need to calm down on my abuse of certain things. I'm ruining my life. I havn't drank in awhile, but I have resorted to other highs. I'm done. I need to quit. I've realized that nothing in this world means more to me then having a normal functioning family. I have my good friends, and I have my friends. And most of all I'm really happy that I have Steph to talk to whenever thigns go bad. She's such a good friend. Along with Lyndsey.
I love my job, I realize that I do bitch and complain about it a lot, but it has brought me close to so many people. We are like one huge family. And they really showed me that they cared about me the other night. And I really needed it.
I am back on depression medicine, but now that I am on it, I feel as great as ever. I am really glad with the way life is working out right now. Truly I am.
I can't wait to start college, and meet new people. Although, I am rather sad that I will be losing a lot of friends due to distance. This sucks. But, we will always be friends. And visits will be fun.
I like life right now, I hope I didn't jynx myself.
Second, I found myself a really good cute boy, I hope things work out.
Third, I need to calm down on my abuse of certain things. I'm ruining my life. I havn't drank in awhile, but I have resorted to other highs. I'm done. I need to quit. I've realized that nothing in this world means more to me then having a normal functioning family. I have my good friends, and I have my friends. And most of all I'm really happy that I have Steph to talk to whenever thigns go bad. She's such a good friend. Along with Lyndsey.
I love my job, I realize that I do bitch and complain about it a lot, but it has brought me close to so many people. We are like one huge family. And they really showed me that they cared about me the other night. And I really needed it.
I am back on depression medicine, but now that I am on it, I feel as great as ever. I am really glad with the way life is working out right now. Truly I am.
I can't wait to start college, and meet new people. Although, I am rather sad that I will be losing a lot of friends due to distance. This sucks. But, we will always be friends. And visits will be fun.
I like life right now, I hope I didn't jynx myself.