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christmas wasn't anything special this year. it just felt like another day. i went shopping in pittsburgh and spent money that i didn't need to spend. my mom made me a really nice blanket, she's cute. i love her. i'm beginning to realize that i really don't need you in my life anymore, seriously. i'm starting not to care, and those "worse feelings" i get everytime i think about you are going away. i do not want to go back to school, at all. fuck.