its complicated, its late .. why do i have this feeling? i just dont understand...
Life in itself is amazing i think. Sometimes tho, dont you just wish life could be as simple to control such as ..... livejournal? to forget any bad memories, bad times, anything really, with a simple click of a mouse, theyre gone. you can start over new, have a second chance at things in a sense, wouldnt life be that much greater if there were a way to do every thing that way? comparing life to livejournal, i know .. but life, nothing about life should be changed, its an amazing thing if you really think about it. but of course, youre going to have occasional heartbreak, youre going to have bad times, but would life really being any better without any of it, would life really be life without living through those things? theyre all apart of what makes life that much more interesting to live, you never know how things are going to turn out, and its that curiosity that motivates us to keep living on. people do give up tho, people give up with life. things can get pretty bad, things can push you to the edge, so you just quit .. but whos to say that maybe a few weeks, even a few days after these bad times that something amazing would happen to you? for those who gave up, it may have happend, it may not have .. but they will never know .. you just have to be strong, through these times. everything evens out in the end, whenever something bad happens, somethin good happens in return to even it out, and vice versa, its how life is, its how it works .. what im really trying to say here, live life to the fullest, things never turn out how theyre planned, but if you end your life early, you really may be throwing something great if not amazing away .. so think to yourself, next time youre feeling depressed and those thoughts of suicide come into mind, think about if its really worth it, think about what you may be throwing away ....