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We are home finally. The other 2 posts were made from her parents house because she was watching her boys for the weekend till they got back. Everything was fine until today, this afternoon sucked so bad! Glad that is over. i feel somewhat bad about the post i made earlier. i am the worst with words here anyway as far as i know and things always seem to come out wrong whether i am talking or typing. :/
i want her to be happy, i really do, we all do. It is just....to be honest it is scary to think that her being "happy" may involve a lot of changes to the system. The biggest of which being us not having relationships, and some people no longer being here. This is a process and all i can do is wait and see what happens and how things go. i was a little angry earlier after i wrote my other post. Not so much angry now, a little scared, which is weird for me, and a little confused, but in our cooperation we have always agreed that whatever was suppose to happen would happen naturally. So far that has held true except for the times we have stopped things from happening. At least that is what i believe.
shawna
i want her to be happy, i really do, we all do. It is just....to be honest it is scary to think that her being "happy" may involve a lot of changes to the system. The biggest of which being us not having relationships, and some people no longer being here. This is a process and all i can do is wait and see what happens and how things go. i was a little angry earlier after i wrote my other post. Not so much angry now, a little scared, which is weird for me, and a little confused, but in our cooperation we have always agreed that whatever was suppose to happen would happen naturally. So far that has held true except for the times we have stopped things from happening. At least that is what i believe.
shawna