Pay no attention to the girl sulking in the corner.
It's interesting to me how you can be put on a spiraling low point in your life by reading one thing, hearing one word, being given one look... just because it puts doubt inside of you as to whether or not you are really deserving of anything at all.
Love, recognition, respect, kindness... you may not deserve an ounce of it because the person that you really are takes, takes, takes and never gives back to anyone.
How the fuck did I turn 17 again? I'm fucking emo right now and I hate it. That feeling of always wanting to cry but never doing it is driving me fucking insane. I wish I had someone to cheer me up, genuinely. All I keep getting is half-assed attempts to make me feel like a jackass, which is supposed to somehow make me laugh. I already feel horrible, I don't want to laugh about it anymore.
ugh.
Another interesting thing - I was put through a lot of sensory recognition because of the movie Wedding Crashers last night. It was REALLY bizarre. haha
"When you sulk in a corner you draw attention to yourself in a negative way!"
I'm feeling that way about writing how shitty I feel, but I'm too frustrated to keep it to myself.
--> Jazz
Love, recognition, respect, kindness... you may not deserve an ounce of it because the person that you really are takes, takes, takes and never gives back to anyone.
How the fuck did I turn 17 again? I'm fucking emo right now and I hate it. That feeling of always wanting to cry but never doing it is driving me fucking insane. I wish I had someone to cheer me up, genuinely. All I keep getting is half-assed attempts to make me feel like a jackass, which is supposed to somehow make me laugh. I already feel horrible, I don't want to laugh about it anymore.
ugh.
Another interesting thing - I was put through a lot of sensory recognition because of the movie Wedding Crashers last night. It was REALLY bizarre. haha
"When you sulk in a corner you draw attention to yourself in a negative way!"
I'm feeling that way about writing how shitty I feel, but I'm too frustrated to keep it to myself.
--> Jazz