Why does this seem more and more unreal...
The more time that passes since the accident, the more the events of the past few weeks seem so unreal. The longer things go on, the more that life returns to "normal", the more I feel like it might have just been a fscked up dream, that I might see Gretchen log in to instant messenger, or I think that I may have heard her in the background over a phone. Why can't I wrap my head around this? It's like my mind just doesn't want to accept the fact that she's really gone, no matter how much I tell it to. Of all people, it just wasn't fair for this to happen to her. It just doesn't make sense, but I suppose this sort of thing never does.