Off Days
They seem to come in waves recently. Nothing horrible happens, I just get overwhelmed. Overwhelmed that I see less and less of people these days. Discouraged by the facts filling this world hunger paper. Disappointed in myself, my insecurities, my lack of faith. Frustrated with the excuses I make. Tired. I question the decisions I have made for this summer. Am I running from something that never even happened? Consumed with bitterness, I want you to feel a loss. But I am the only one losing these days...There’s a secret magic past world that you only notice when you’re looking back at it and all I want to do is turn around.