not my feelings.

[our_dying_kiss]

Just a random splurge, don't relate it to me.

..'what am i to you'
she wondered (although she knew)
&
it couldn't be what she thought
&
it couldn't be what everyone else wanted
although she
pleaded
wished
& dreamed
it was all for her
just what she never wanted

they saw in her eyes
but no one dare say a word
she was dying
as his lips formed twodamningwords
mouthing
my everything

but-
that just shouldn't be.
she wasn't like
every___
other___
girl___
(shewasafuckingbombshell)
& she wanted him to
HATE her
(HATE her like she HATEd herself)

just so
it would be that much easier
to
point
click
&
BANG.

right through her fucking head.