+022 - Displeased
Everything seems calm as of late... I almost feel at peace. ...It gives us time to recover, I suppose...
[[Private - hackable to a rare few]]
Ritsuka's transformation into a thestral and back tore open some of his injuries. I should have noticed that sooner... I should have anticipated that his wounds were still too fresh, and that it was likely for him to be hurt again. I spent quite some time with him simply replacing his bandages. I'm actually quite shocked that not many people have noticed his injuries. There was blood all over his clothes... it bleed through the bandages and stained his clothes. But... Ritsuka is that kind of boy. He won't show his injuries to anyone else... because he doesn't want them to worry for him. It makes me so happy that he trusts me so well as to tell me when he's hurt... but at the same time...
Curse this system. I want to be at his side. I want him to be at mine. I love him. My heart aches in anxiety and quivers in rage when I see Ritsuka's blood. ...My poor Ritsuka. He has done nothing wrong to deserve this.
I want to be mad. But I'm not sure what to direct it towards. As of now, my hatred for mother still stands. But whoever or whatever turned Ritsuka into a thestral... I hate that, too. If I find it...
...
...Soubi contacted me. Is he really coming here? Hnn. I suppose we'll see...
[[/private]]
((Ritsuka's injuries come from his mother, if you all didn't know that already. Oh, right. The ONLY people who can hack Seimei's entry have to either one, have been told directly from Seimei about the family situation, or two, have noticed for a while that Ritsuka's injuries seem... rather severe, and that the placement of his bandages never seem to change. Absentminded noticing of it won't work - you have to have your alert systems on full. Seimei wants only the right people to know about his home situation, after all. Rit-chan should be able to notice a tiny bit of the strike, but he won't gather anything except that it's talking about him.))
[[Private - hackable to a rare few]]
Ritsuka's transformation into a thestral and back tore open some of his injuries. I should have noticed that sooner... I should have anticipated that his wounds were still too fresh, and that it was likely for him to be hurt again. I spent quite some time with him simply replacing his bandages. I'm actually quite shocked that not many people have noticed his injuries. There was blood all over his clothes... it bleed through the bandages and stained his clothes. But... Ritsuka is that kind of boy. He won't show his injuries to anyone else... because he doesn't want them to worry for him. It makes me so happy that he trusts me so well as to tell me when he's hurt... but at the same time...
Curse this system. I want to be at his side. I want him to be at mine. I love him. My heart aches in anxiety and quivers in rage when I see Ritsuka's blood. ...My poor Ritsuka. He has done nothing wrong to deserve this.
I want to be mad. But I'm not sure what to direct it towards. As of now, my hatred for mother still stands. But whoever or whatever turned Ritsuka into a thestral... I hate that, too. If I find it...
...
...Soubi contacted me. Is he really coming here? Hnn. I suppose we'll see...
[[/private]]
((Ritsuka's injuries come from his mother, if you all didn't know that already. Oh, right. The ONLY people who can hack Seimei's entry have to either one, have been told directly from Seimei about the family situation, or two, have noticed for a while that Ritsuka's injuries seem... rather severe, and that the placement of his bandages never seem to change. Absentminded noticing of it won't work - you have to have your alert systems on full. Seimei wants only the right people to know about his home situation, after all. Rit-chan should be able to notice a tiny bit of the strike, but he won't gather anything except that it's talking about him.))