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So apparently he wants me back...but of course, that was a few hours ago, he's unsure now. Argh. He told me that he loves me, so since we love each other what more do we need. That's kind of what I'd been thinking since he dumped me...
However, just now he's changed his mind to he doesn't know what to do. Says he knows he's going to hurt me no matter what. I just don't know what to do with the kid anymore. Says I should forget him. Problem is, I know he'll change his mind. That's the only thing that IS constant, his mind changing. Going to the trumpet ensemble concert tonight with the kid because he asked me to. That should be interesting. My head has hurt all day and I've been exhausted. At least my lesson was canceled. Argh. off to lay down.
However, just now he's changed his mind to he doesn't know what to do. Says he knows he's going to hurt me no matter what. I just don't know what to do with the kid anymore. Says I should forget him. Problem is, I know he'll change his mind. That's the only thing that IS constant, his mind changing. Going to the trumpet ensemble concert tonight with the kid because he asked me to. That should be interesting. My head has hurt all day and I've been exhausted. At least my lesson was canceled. Argh. off to lay down.