tiiiiiiiredness
i havent used this thing in a while, and i prolly wont after this, but i suppose if i want to keep in touch w ppl who are busy or going away to school and what not i suppose i shall start.
so im not going to school and seeing everybody give their college adresses and emails and such is rather depressing to me. i mean yea, it was my choice to wait a year, but it seems like im moving in slow motion while everyones on fast forward. im really happy w my decision, i know i would have been miserable starting school like..next week. but its still sad to know so many ppl are leaving me behind and im not leaving them too, im just kinda...stuck here. i need to get away.
speaking of which, i need to find an apartment, my dad threatens to kick me out like every 5 minutes so i need to leave. and soon. i also am considering finding another bank to work at that will actually pay for the work i do, not underappreciate me the way MSB does. im buying a new car, a 2000 blazer, so i need more money if i need to move out too. anyone looking for a roomate?
idk, im too tired to write anymore, ill update more about my life later. heres a quickie tho, i work constantly and i have to work at 645 in the morning most days...such as toda...which is why im updating at 830. my fair lady (summer theatre play) is going crappy, we really need to pick up the pace or it will be a shamble, tonites dress rehearsal..pray for us. thats basically all i do, oh yea i fell in love. well thats a lie, ive loved him for a long time now, just now its different, i actually want to be w him. hes my best friend and now well idk what he is yet, prolly someday soon soon soon alot more then that. im gonna go count some money or some shit. peace in the butt crease.
-Nik
so im not going to school and seeing everybody give their college adresses and emails and such is rather depressing to me. i mean yea, it was my choice to wait a year, but it seems like im moving in slow motion while everyones on fast forward. im really happy w my decision, i know i would have been miserable starting school like..next week. but its still sad to know so many ppl are leaving me behind and im not leaving them too, im just kinda...stuck here. i need to get away.
speaking of which, i need to find an apartment, my dad threatens to kick me out like every 5 minutes so i need to leave. and soon. i also am considering finding another bank to work at that will actually pay for the work i do, not underappreciate me the way MSB does. im buying a new car, a 2000 blazer, so i need more money if i need to move out too. anyone looking for a roomate?
idk, im too tired to write anymore, ill update more about my life later. heres a quickie tho, i work constantly and i have to work at 645 in the morning most days...such as toda...which is why im updating at 830. my fair lady (summer theatre play) is going crappy, we really need to pick up the pace or it will be a shamble, tonites dress rehearsal..pray for us. thats basically all i do, oh yea i fell in love. well thats a lie, ive loved him for a long time now, just now its different, i actually want to be w him. hes my best friend and now well idk what he is yet, prolly someday soon soon soon alot more then that. im gonna go count some money or some shit. peace in the butt crease.
-Nik