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Nov 28, 2005 12:58

God,
He gives up this set plan in life what he feels we should be able to acheive, He also give others set plans in thier lives that he beleives they can acheive.
He has givin me my plan and i feel it is to, go to school doesnt matter wear at get an education then go to graduet school and get my phd.
He did not give me the brains to do this but he sublimented it with the will and drive, to suceed at anything i work hard towards.
But along this journy he throws obsicls other goal that can stray you off course for instence
My family life has not bin what i would wanted it to be, but i got through it, with a good gpa and a full ride to college.
I am in and out of a relationship, with someone i love thier has bin obsicles on both of our parts girls i could have gotten with things i could have done but i think i made the right choices staying true because i can look back and say i didnt do anything wrong i worked hard i mean by no means is it an easy thing to be at a party and turn a hot girl down or guy for that insteance but it is an obsicle and choice we all have and i made the right ones along the way. now i have this house a full time job a relationship im tryen to build with a freind and future something else, but with the relationship its not up to me to make all the right decisions got has givin me the opportunity to start over clean he has not taken the burden of what has happen to me off my shoulders but eleviated me with the trust and kindness in my heart to over look mistakes(witch should not have happend) I feel that he has given me the opportunity to be some what of a guide to someones life and help them out and i think that is a good thing but he has given me the neverending choice of making this decisions to get into this work for something with all hopes that she finds what she wants and starts making the choices of her own without hurting me again. He has done this by giving me a sickness that could potentially kill me if eritated to a degree. But I like knowing i have the choice to do something and that i know if i do the right ones my goals and life will come to the plan he has given me but not without decisions you do make wrong ones along the path but you learn from then and never do it again. so i thank god for my goal i hope im on the right path, and am doing things right.
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