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i dont understand why god feels it necissary keep hurting me time and time again. he keeps sending the devil in discise as my loved ones. I dont no who to trust anymore im pushing everyone away. I cant deal with it i literally am going insane iv never in my life hurt this bad i tahught last time was bad i havnt slept in well lets see its bin roughly 58 hours i havnt eaten anything since a pop tart on sunday not because i dont want i cant i threw up close to 10 times last night thaught i was going to cry myself to sleep on ambers bed but instead i through up in the trash can. Seems to me the worse person you are the better off number one you take things easier because you dish them out number to bad shit never happens to bad people. Bad peoples kids dont get killed in drive bye shootings, bad peoples girlfreinds dont cheet on them, Bad poeple dont get disrespected by anyone. Im just saying i dont care who you are i dont want to talk to anyone anymore fuck it i cant even study i was so close to making the deans list this semester and im going to fail my poly psy test tomorrow. fuck it im done good by this is fucken retarted