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dont understand people and how they work.( Miss janet cook johnson Wrote me up twice in a day) Some people just have no self respect for them selves or other people do everything in the world for them and they treat other people like shit.(She coped out of the sittuation by callen me a lier and said i was blushiting to her and siad she did not have time to talk to me because she was busy)I i have no idea what im talken about i just dont like some of the stuff i hear or see im just really really pissed off right now.(i called my mother and she didnt want to hear it because she was busy with her boyfreind roger and my dad had to go fishing) well im beyond pissed. i think i do alot and deserve atleast a little but i rarely get it but things are scarey right now. i dont no im freaken out internaly i need to be conforted or something of that nature im so f-en secluded you dont no segregation untill your in my shoes. and the worst thing is no one truly cares and anyone that says they do there just thinken of them selve witch is bs. anyways im going to bed at 825 before i do anything stuped and either ruin my life or get kicked out of school and everyone do me a fav well never mind.(Alright kristen first off i apologize for this letter i can see now how you would get mad in no way shape or form was i directing this to you. you have bin hear for me more than anyone else besides my gma in the last 18 years. And i love you more than anything else for that)(secondly I got written up in twice in one day and i was very upset i was able to call and talk to you and stuff about it But their is a difference of your parents sittin there and tellen you its alright i believe you can do it and i believe you didnt do it than you.) i think you had the same situation with this during track season when your dad said what he said(quot on quot you said thanx for reasuring me but its not the same i want to hear him say that he is proud of me)I am very sorry for this but listen to the story I called my mom and she wouldnt listen to me and i havnt talked to my mom about anything important in god knows how long she shut me down and that hurt and then i called my dad and he said im sorry but i have to meet your grandfather we are going fishing. Do you know what its like to have no family to talk to no parent figure to sit down and hug you and say its going to be alright dont worry. that is what i was relating to, hun you have bin more than i could ever ask for in a person a freind and as my gF. i love you