Ooo, would you look at the time...
It's past 2AM and I'm wide awake. Why? Good question.
Never go to college. Applications suck. Then again, school in general bites the big one. We read and work hard and study and for what? A failing grade and a pat on the back for trying? I'm not hearting any AP classes this year. I sit in 8th period Social Studies and wonder, "Why did I put myself through this?" It seemed like a good idea last year, and it will look good on my transcript...if I actually manage to pass.
Wow, I hate the SATs. You should pay $10 more per test so College Board can supply you with a baseball bat to bash yourself in the face with when you've had enough. After taking them for the first time in October (Stupid, I know), I decided that I never wanted to take them again. Needless to say, I took them again on December 20. The night before, I tried to get my Dad to let me lay down at the end of the driveway so he could run me over, but he refused. Some father he is. The second time around was a little bit better than the first. It helped that I took them at Carey instead of Herricks HS again. Also, Laurie helped me a lot with the Math. Thank you : )
As far as everything else goes, well, it's going. I finally found my boyfriend/slave, complete with a heart of gold and balls of steel. He busts my chops nonstop, and I enjoy every second of it...because I spend the majority of the time doing the same to him. Because of him, I am one lucky girl and I feel complete for the first time in forever.
Merry Christmas to all, and to all a good night.
* "The gifts you're receiving from me will be one awkward silence and two hopes you cry yourself to sleep staying up waiting by the phone. All I want this year's for you to dedicate your last breath to me before you bury yourself alive" -- Fall Out Boy, Yule Shoot Your Eye Out
Never go to college. Applications suck. Then again, school in general bites the big one. We read and work hard and study and for what? A failing grade and a pat on the back for trying? I'm not hearting any AP classes this year. I sit in 8th period Social Studies and wonder, "Why did I put myself through this?" It seemed like a good idea last year, and it will look good on my transcript...if I actually manage to pass.
Wow, I hate the SATs. You should pay $10 more per test so College Board can supply you with a baseball bat to bash yourself in the face with when you've had enough. After taking them for the first time in October (Stupid, I know), I decided that I never wanted to take them again. Needless to say, I took them again on December 20. The night before, I tried to get my Dad to let me lay down at the end of the driveway so he could run me over, but he refused. Some father he is. The second time around was a little bit better than the first. It helped that I took them at Carey instead of Herricks HS again. Also, Laurie helped me a lot with the Math. Thank you : )
As far as everything else goes, well, it's going. I finally found my boyfriend/slave, complete with a heart of gold and balls of steel. He busts my chops nonstop, and I enjoy every second of it...because I spend the majority of the time doing the same to him. Because of him, I am one lucky girl and I feel complete for the first time in forever.
Merry Christmas to all, and to all a good night.
* "The gifts you're receiving from me will be one awkward silence and two hopes you cry yourself to sleep staying up waiting by the phone. All I want this year's for you to dedicate your last breath to me before you bury yourself alive" -- Fall Out Boy, Yule Shoot Your Eye Out