one last breath and the end to it all
...stop talking! *beats self over the head with a bat* oh god! emily! no! don't! you're killing me! *shoves conscience in closet and slams door* *mumble under breath* fuck you, you never did me any good anyway. *walks away and sits nullified in the corner smoking a cigarette* her long brown hair no longer lays over her shoulders comforting her and hiding her from the world. she runs her hands through the small disperportionate strands that are left on her head, realizing she's not the person she was five mins ago. the dry skin on her lips holds on, begging, as she begins to open her mouth to breath in. she tries to scream but no sound comes. tears begin to fill her concrete eyes. her hands slowly move to her face as if they were some one else trying to comfort her. now for the first time her eyes feel truly open as the cold metal from the scissors she was holding touches her moist skin. *an end to it all* limp arms,legs, head, body. the final relax. crimson drenched pieces of hair cover what use to be tan hard wood floor. the colour begins to drain like bleach on a red shirt. the last little bit of sparkle in her green eyes drifts away and become fixed. no more words.