i must really be fucked up in the head
today i woke up at fucking 2:00 again...my days are really going to hell but that's not what i want to talk about...i had the most fucked up dream last night...i dreamed i was mentally retarded! oh and it gets better...i was in love with a mentally retarded guy(leo from what's eating gilbert grape)what a laugh. i went through all the things that someone like that would go through,i responded like they would, but i was fully aware that the other people were making fun of me. it was like it didn't matter as long as they were talking to me. ok then it starts to get weird. so i'm going with him to the dry cleaners and we end up at this sadistic carnival..i mean one of those scary one's where clowns eat you and shit.(i hate clown..*shudders*) so anyway we're climbing around on all the carnival fun house bullshit..it was something like a ropes course and then these guys start chasing us...they continue to chase us because they were going to sacrifice us to their gods...and we can't get back home. our car runs out of gas and we're in this housing developement...all the doors are unlock and no one lives there...just about the time that they are going to catch us this horse comes out of nowhere..it has no saddle or anything but we jump on..oh wouldn't you know the fucker wouldn't run...he just kept walking and we started struggling with him and kicking him...and i woke up...what a night!