plague of the brent
ok so i talked to brent today. for those of you who don't know, brent and i have a real history. make up break up type of thing. but today i made the first step to moving him out of my life. i said the words i never had the balls to say before. "i never want to talk to you again" it's true, i don't. i can't have him and even when i do i don't know who he is. he seems like so much but in the words of kyra "it was too easy, like he had done it so many times before". it would be so easy for him to lie to me. he has me rehearsed and knows what i will buy and what i won't. i deserve the truth and i honestly don't know with him anymore. please forgive me if i'm not my chipper self lately. this is really hard because my heart still wants him but my head knows better. please let the healing begin....