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"the way that you feel now
is cool as long as i know
how it's gonna be
make it last for an hour
we'll never feel this way again
make it all that you want
and everything that i need"
I'm only going to be here for two more weeks. I'm excited to start my job at the Girl Scouts and return to the Slabbery and see my OSU kids again (because it has been waaaay too long since we hung out), but I really don't want to leave. As soon as I leave, my life is going to change. I don't know where things are going to go, and I am really loving what I have now. I want to cherish what I do have and enjoy it while it's here, but every night when I go to bed, I get sad because I have realized that that's another day gone, and I have one day less to have exactly this. It makes me sad to realize that even if everything stays together, it will never be like this again. And if it does get to be like this again, it won't be for another year.
A few months ago, I said I had no idea where my life was going, and I was not scared about that for the first time. I still have no idea where my life is going, but now I'm not really scared, just pessimistic. I'm never pessimistic. I just don't want to lose what I have, and I know that in two weeks it's going to change. "Make it last ... we'll never feel this way again ..."
is cool as long as i know
how it's gonna be
make it last for an hour
we'll never feel this way again
make it all that you want
and everything that i need"
I'm only going to be here for two more weeks. I'm excited to start my job at the Girl Scouts and return to the Slabbery and see my OSU kids again (because it has been waaaay too long since we hung out), but I really don't want to leave. As soon as I leave, my life is going to change. I don't know where things are going to go, and I am really loving what I have now. I want to cherish what I do have and enjoy it while it's here, but every night when I go to bed, I get sad because I have realized that that's another day gone, and I have one day less to have exactly this. It makes me sad to realize that even if everything stays together, it will never be like this again. And if it does get to be like this again, it won't be for another year.
A few months ago, I said I had no idea where my life was going, and I was not scared about that for the first time. I still have no idea where my life is going, but now I'm not really scared, just pessimistic. I'm never pessimistic. I just don't want to lose what I have, and I know that in two weeks it's going to change. "Make it last ... we'll never feel this way again ..."