Sep 18, 2005 12:42
I have come to the realization that I am a horrible friend, but in all honesty I just feel to tired to care. I have this way that I can just push all of my "problems" to the back of my mind, and not have to deal with them, and yes... pretend everything is okay and that my world is perfect. I miss danae.. I miss seeing her everyday, hanging out with her everyday, and jsut .. i dont know.. not caring about anything. We could just lay around and do nothing and just be content. But it doesnt seem to be that way anymore, and most of it is my fault. I know she will alwyas be there for me, which she has proved over and over again, but I can never seem to make anyone happy. So i ahve decided to float along and whatever happens, is uppose happens. That is not a good thing to say, but i figure whats the point in even trying, when no one will be happy in the end. I just wnat things to be how they used to, but i am sick of saying that.
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